Pointless distractions

It had been about a month since the war began. I hadn't uttered a word to my ex boyfriend since then. It certainly wasn't doing much to put out friendship back together. My attempts to push him as far from my subconscious was working really well. I had busied myself with a leadership retreat in Townsen which only sort of reminded me of the time we went driving around there for shits and giggles when he started to talk about his ex Jackie since she went to school there. A twinge was all I felt when one of the advisor's at the retreats name was Jackie. I listened to Kayla go on about how she didn't care about Shane anymore, I admitted my feelings for a certain someone to her. There was a lot of sharing going on. We watched House together. That's all I've been doing since the incident, I'd been watching House and keeping busy. I'd found that Hugh Laurie was my new favorite actor despite his age and mediocre looks. But I was nearing the end of the series and I needed something else to distract me from the person I'd rather not think about. So I checked out some books from the library; Hugh Laurie's The Gun Seller and Lisa Unger's Beautiful Lies. I started The Gun Seller first because I was beginning an obsession with Hugh Laurie that lead me to make a gaia avatar that looked like House. Everything was going fine until CAT and I were talking about our futures. Mine being that my only psychology research network was Kirk's mom. I love Kirk's mom, I love talking about her but the also kind of reminds me of Kirk, what being his mother and all. So I turned back to my book so I would be distracted for another few moments. When I turned the page whose name appeared?